KASET BF

I have a story I wish to tell.

I missed a freakin' bus today & walked four stops home, damn sun driving me nuts. I like it better when it's cooling, but long walks somehow makes me remember everything worthwhile in my life. & I'm happy, for once. Walking home today, it made me remember how much laughter I’d had in a classroom where laughter is plenty. & while sitting in the front row which I really hate, just one glance behind complete our smiling faces with a friend who always makes me laugh. They say laughter is...

At the loss of a man of many years.

I know that I had already mourned about my grandpa, it hit me hard at the time I was told he was gone. The only thing I could think about is that I never talked to him enough. But now I’m starting to remember all the memories I had with him. You left behind so little memories, yet still you are so dear to me. You told me not to smoke, never will I give a deaf ear to your words. Never, never ever.Cancer killed you, that's a shame. Now, at least, you feel no pain. Although it was not someone's fault,...

All dressed up with nowhere to go.

Dear _,I've been dying to ask you something that's burning in ma mind.Poor grades, Bad weather, Evil teachers, Traitor friends, Sleepless nights, Annoying bugs, Boredom & alot more crazy things. School's shit 'cuse I hate waking up in the morning to go to school. Uhhh Live with it. But I guess it's the worst torture we'll ever endure in our entire life. No teachers give a break on babbling 'bout the N's & O's. PUL-LEEZE All in all, I really wish those god-damn teachers would give us a freakin'...

Now blundering falls & morbid display,

Today I feel totally exhausted. There's no time for everything. You can call us ugly. You can call us silly. But you can't change who we are. So what's wrong with that?You've been on my mind. Quite frankly, you're heavy. Get off. My melancholy thoughts pollute my mind. People talk & I try to listen, never mind the fact that I love eavesdropping. I don't want the ordinary life back. Some feelings cannot be controlled - it's not your fault no matter how you feel. My imagination was running wi...

When life has lost its zeal.

With you, I learned that happiness is short-lived. I think I was the only one who noticed your smile was fake. Since meeting you, I finally understand the meaning of "I'm not pessimistic, I'm realistic." You always preferred the sad movies. I asked why, & you said it seems more real because not everyone's life will have a happy ending. You were convinced that yours would be one of the ones ending in tragedy. When you were asleep you looked different. Much differnt when you were awake. Wen you...

I’m a complete wreck without you here.

I don't ever want you to leave.Please don't be just a memory.Since all is fair in love & war.We never know just what's in store.So will you be my valentine?For always & forever. Just for you baby, just for y...

Like a wisp of smoke & forgotten candy wrapper.

Nobody ever reads them. Little meaningless heartshape box. Shitless love cards for the chosen ones. Red roses for the fallen ones. Chocolate late nights for the weak souls. Heartaches & heartbreakers are born here tonight. Fuck V-day. It was too late for sparks to fly. I was willing to run, change my life & have some fun. I name my pet fish after you & scribble gibberish on the walls. It rings true like a bitter bitter realization. Walking past street art & looking at the cement....

In a world that's prejudiced, acting like life is just a script.

Hatey hate MA NAKED NAI...

You took my life away, in the most twisted way.

You were the kind of beautiful that was vanishing. Like patterns in the sky & lines of happiness etched into your soul. Magical moments that are always there but not always felt. You were the kind of dream that I never want to wake up from. You were a pile of questions & I never have the answers, & I spent all of my being on you, & now I have nothing left for myself.Good ole Daddy hell loves to put the records on. I listen to records all night to wake the morning & truth is,...

Six hours of writing & a lot of caffeine.

Amber oh Amber.I had a bad dream & couldn't get it out of my head, over-sentimental at three in the morning.The rain fell in heart-shaped drops last night. I wish it really did rain hearts. Why does it have to fall on this beautiful day? If I ever learn anything from this, our lives would be a bliss. I've realized this on the many nights on which I cannot sleep. It's terrible to think I know it then. Keep it up, Sweetie, & you might just get what you want. A compliment tucked inside of an...

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