I don't ever want you to leave.Please don't be just a memory.
Since all is fair in love & war.
We never know just what's in store.
So will you be my valentine?
For always & forever.
Just for you baby, just for you.
I’m a complete wreck without you here.
I don't ever want you to leave.Please don't be just a memory.
Since all is fair in love & war.
We never know just what's in store.
So will you be my valentine?
For always & forever.
Just for you baby, just for you.
Like a wisp of smoke & forgotten candy wrapper.
Nobody ever reads them. Little meaningless heartshape box. Shitless love cards for the chosen ones. Red roses for the fallen ones. Chocolate late nights for the weak souls. Heartaches & heartbreakers are born here tonight. Fuck V-day. It was too late for sparks to fly. I was willing to run, change my life & have some fun. I name my pet fish after you & scribble gibberish on the walls. It rings true like a bitter bitter realization. Walking past street art & looking at the cement. I find myself relating to it on an eerie level. Today was a year too late.
You took my life away, in the most twisted way.
You were the kind of beautiful that was vanishing. Like patterns in the sky & lines of happiness etched into your soul. Magical moments that are always there but not always felt. You were the kind of dream that I never want to wake up from. You were a pile of questions & I never have the answers, & I spent all of my being on you, & now I have nothing left for myself.
Good ole Daddy hell loves to put the records on. I listen to records all night to wake the morning & truth is, I don't love it at all 'cuse there's this lousy speaker in ma house that plays fuzzy music which is ultra big fat simply plain annoying. Byebye 'm outta here.
Six hours of writing & a lot of caffeine.
Amber oh Amber.I had a bad dream & couldn't get it out of my head, over-sentimental at three in the morning.
The rain fell in heart-shaped drops last night. I wish it really did rain hearts. Why does it have to fall on this beautiful day? If I ever learn anything from this, our lives would be a bliss. I've realized this on the many nights on which I cannot sleep. It's terrible to think I know it then. Keep it up, Sweetie, & you might just get what you want. A compliment tucked inside of an insult. Don't give me the stare behind the curtain of hair. Have you ever felt like giving up? Like you're the gum stuck on someone's shoe, & they only want to be rid off you?
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