This is going to be up all over my walls by tmr. Right now I feel ready to kill. I won't listen to your unholy stupid words again. You're not the one to take my life to hell. You can no longer control me. I won't be a puppet. I hope you see the anger in me. I hate you a lil', mom, I kind of hate you right now. You make me feel so sour & irritated. There's a knot in my stomach. My throat feels like it's going to explode. I've got the urge to throw things at you. The rage is making me insane. It's amazing how bad pure hatred can feel. I am being such a terrible daughter. Should stop moaning this could not make me any happier.