We speak in forbidden secrets you and I.

It just isn't quite the way it used to be. So I've been bitter, writing letters to myself & it doesn't feel right.
Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? It seems that the harder I try, it just serves to add more questions. What's started up these sting emotions, now those feelings I can hardly ever see. Funny how the mind works. You know what I mean.
I want to rest my eyes now.