But I can't find the words to get it all said.

I feel as though my mind is slowly being erraticated, all I want to do everyday is just to lay down & think. I am being such a loser, I want to just let my soul drift towards the sky. But I know it's not my time quite yet, I've still got plenty of things ahead unaccomplished. Nothing of that sort, you know I'm only too lazy to live. I hate rainy days it spoils my mood.
We both know you’re telling me things
You
Really
Shouldn’t
Say.